I'm sorry if I've ever caused you or your friends problems. I don't know who started that rumor or what's even going on here, but all of this tension between us needs to stop.
I'm standing firm on my alibi, and I'm not going to directly blame anyone for any of this (And how can I? I try to speak with others and they refuse to listen). But you should know better than to listen to rumors because they're never true. High school is full of crap like this - you live, and you learn. I don't exactly know what your lesson is, but I know that I never should have mentioned "us" at all to my "friends." (And before you jump to conclusions, I barely mentioned anything at all - no basis for A and B's argument here).
I want you to know that I'm not even angry with you. I actually feel bad because I know how hearing things about you makes you feel; it's a feeling that I'm a little too used to myself. Every day since this has happened I've been wondering if you're okay. To hell with you being mad at me (frankly, I'm over that). I just want to make sure you don't become as cold as I have because I'd hate to see the number of good people in this hellhole dwindle because of a couple of folks who are hell-bent on ruining others' lives.
I'm not really sure how to fix this or make things better. I'll leave things up for you to decide. But I want you to know that I really do apologize for all this mess. Maybe if we hadn't spoken, things would be okay. Maybe if my wall were thicker and higher, people would back down. But, you and I are two people who are extremely weak-natured - it's inevitable that something would happen.
I'm just sorry things happened like this. At least forgive me for trying to make things better, regardless of the culprit.
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